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New Book About Cutting Released May 2007 [08 May 2007|05:26pm]

comes_the_light
My name is Vanessa and I have struggled with anorexia for 20 years and self-injury for more than 30 years. In a quest to understand the reasons behind my behavior, I entered an intensive therapy program and the insight I gained was so valuable, I decided to share my story with others. Comes the Darkness, Comes the Light is a story of self-injury and redemption. By understanding some of the root causes behind my self-injury, I was able to go forward on a path to healing and have just celebrated my first year injury free!

I would love to have you visit my blog and respond to some of my entries!

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[13 Apr 2007|01:59am]

emzie69

i havent been on here in a while.
umm.. cant remember what my last entry was like.
well anyways... iv been in hospital. sucks.
back on pills.
i'v stopped taking them though.
they make me feel ill. but they wont take me off them.
i talked to someone in the hospital.. but he was a twat. made me feel like i was just doing all this for attention. when in reality thats the last thing i want. i'd rather be left alone.
my boyfriend doesnt seem to understand much. he just seems to think that because i am with him... i should be happy.
like he makes all my problems go away.
 havent actually cut for a few weeks.
i guess im doing well.
i get the urge now and then... bu iv been too busy to even do it.
iv either been at work or with friends.
i wish i had the time.
sounds stupid doesnt it.
im sitting here wishing i had the time to so sumet i wish i didnt actually do... if that makes any sense at all.

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[04 Sep 2006|05:18pm]

emzie69
[ mood | crappy ]

So I went how long without giving into teptation? about 4 weeks i think. yeah i got a lot of abusive mail on friday night...


i didnt keep my pormise not 2 let it get 2 me tho. i opened a bottle of wine and had that. then opened another one and took that 2 my room. made sure no one cld get in and raided my room for sumthing sharp. i finally found a pair of scirssors. really sharp one. [those small ones] my new ones id 4gotten about and i cut myself until i beld a hell of a lot. i cant even go one month without doing it anymore. i actually thought things were getting better. oh well i was wrong.

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i would marry this man.. [09 Jun 2006|05:02pm]

try2bebeautiful
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[27 Dec 2005|10:57am]

emoxxxedger



break free... add them to your mix tape.

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[18 Jun 2005|04:57pm]

suisjaiaime

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[22 May 2005|10:42pm]

asknetsis
I haven't written for a long time so i thought i would update my journal...I haven't been doing too well but things are looking up. I had two trips to the hospital and spent a total of 24 days there. My ptsd is getting really bad...worse than it's been for a long time. I cannot go outside by myself after dark and i'm getting paranoid all the time now. I'm back on meds which is good but they aren't the cure all for everything. I started cutting again and I'm trying to stop. I had been stopped for 9 months and now it is so hard. I hate being alone and that's when i tend to think about cutting. I don't really know what to do but i guess i'm fine for now.

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[10 Feb 2005|05:34pm]
thesisresearch
Hi,

My name is Meg and I'm doing a study on female former self-injurers for my undergraduate thesis. I was a self-injurer myself for two years, and i've been in recovery for five.

If you are a female former self-injurer, i'd really appreciate it if you'd take a few minutes and fill out my survey.

There is more information about the project and the survey here.

If you know anyone else who might be interested in participating please let them know! Thanks!

[x-posted a bunch of places]

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[18 Jan 2005|05:42pm]

sehrdumm
Hello everybody, I come from Germany. I'm new in this community. I've been cutting since 2003/2004. I still love a boy, he is the reason why I began to cut. I'm sorry that my english isn't very well.

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[03 Nov 2004|12:22pm]

rzrblad_confuzd
[ mood | sick ]

if anyone knows the show dr. phil...his show is going to be on SI tonight...the producer said its supose to be really good...if you get a chance check it out.

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[14 Oct 2004|11:22am]

rzrblad_confuzd
[ mood | crazy ]

my name is ashley...i have been a member of this community for a while now but just haven't posted.  i guess i thought i was doing fine and there was nothing to talk about.  but things aren't fine anymore. im still cutting alot. i stopped for a lil bit...my fiance was my reason.  not that he isn't my reason anymore...its just things seems to impossible right now.  he is being as supportive as possible...but i don't feel that he truly understands the urges and the relief of cutting.  i have been cutting on and off for 8 years now...at times im fed up with it...but other times its the only thing that makes things okay.  my parents are fed up with my shit and have just givin up on me...it sucks because i need them most.  anyways i don't feel like anyone i know understands what i am going through...i knew that when i use to meet people from this community...i didn't feel so alone.  so if anyone wants to talk...let me know.  i can be a good listener if you need one.  stay safe.  §Ashley§

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Teenage Self Harmers [30 Sep 2004|06:49pm]

sarrah16
Teenages self harmers: Heres the community for you!!!

http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=teenageinjures

Sarrah

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[22 Sep 2004|09:56pm]

emoxxxedger
my work.. please take a lookCollapse )






stopping... im just stoppingCollapse )

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[10 Aug 2004|02:18pm]

sugar735
[ mood | irritated ]

Hey everyone. Here's my introduction post.
Read more...Collapse )
<3Sugar

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[08 Aug 2004|01:02am]
koolaidnazi
[ mood | drained ]

Hey all. My name is Brande. I'm 28 yrs. old, and have been cutting since the age of 15. I'm just now able to talk more openly about it. Last July I was admitted into an institution for my cutting. I was suicidal at the time. I'm now in a women's group therapy program and have slowly began to talk about SI with them. I'm the only one in there who cuts. It's okay sometimes, other times I come to group not being able to tell them that I had cut the day before or the same morning. They all look at me like "why do you do that?, why don't you just call me?" But in reality, I just want to talk to someone who has the same disorder. If anyone can lend an ear, i'm open to any comments.

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[03 Aug 2004|11:22pm]

come_2_me_child
[ mood | determined ]

Hi. I'm 15 years old and I'm new here. I've been cutting since I was 10 or 11. And even though I've promised myself that I would stop, over the past two years I still do it at least 5 times a week.
I look forward to hearing about all of you and I wish you the best of luck. <3Earla

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looking at the outside seeing straight in [23 Jul 2004|03:45pm]

sullenstarlite
Can you feel the emptiness in me
Where the happiness used to be?
Can you feel what i feel inside?
I guess I got nothing left to hide
can you see it though my eyes?
or maybe its spelled out in my sighs
I gave in to pain's wicked charms
you can see it written on my arms

putting my pain on the outside
that's the way i let you know
the pain that's inside of me
that's the way i let it go

letting it come out

letting it burst out through the seams

letting my rage out
before it takes over me

and i stay quiet before you
and i stay scilent inside
cuz my pain i paint for you
in scars on my outside

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[19 Jul 2004|07:54pm]

xmidnightlogicx
[ mood | silly ]

hey, i just joined. I'm 15 and i've been si-ing for a lil less than a year now...i havent done it in a while, i think my last cut was almost 3 weeks ago, im so happy i havent done it in a while, but now im relying more on my eating disorder-ness... geeze, am i ever going to feel normal?

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hello and i am new [18 Jul 2004|09:01pm]

emoxxxedger
well hello and i am pleased to see this community for females who struggle with the same thing i do. i am 19 and i fear that i am the oldest in the community, from what i have seen, which just may be true and good. i have been cutting for a year too long, on and off.... i promise myself i wont do it... and then i break. i am a psych major in hopes of understanding myself and my peers and how we choose to handle things... i want to be an Art Therapist and work in a more hospital like setting, and work with kids who expierence SI, suicide, sexual moslestation, and other life changing things. i want to work with teens with bandaged wrists.

i would love to talk to all of you. and if you ever need somone to talk to feel free to IM me

AIM - x dirty x hair x
im always around
and i will offer as much help as i can.


i hope i am welcomed. and i hope i can help, and you can help me. thank you.

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join [11 Jul 2004|05:24am]

luv_shain

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